Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Enough

Is my life the result of my sin or God's will? A combination of the two, I suppose. I find it hard not to beat myself up over my choices and play the 'what if' game. Pride is an ugly thing. God forgives me, why can't I forgive myself and move on? I want so much to be a good wife but submission is hard. It's hard to submit without respect. I am saddened and discouraged. I simply want to be accepted as I am and for what and who I am to be enough.

2 comments:

22One7.org said...

Remember, you do not have to forgive yourself. It is not in Scripture. Trust His forgiveness and go on in light of who God says you are. I am always here if you need me.

Anonymous said...

I am sorry to be catching up on your posts so late. Please continue writing.

Here I would only say, remember that He is a sovereign God. He knows our hearts to the depths, and He still loves us/you - more than that He has called you to be his own...

I am praying for you.