co·de·pen·den·cy

a psychological condition or a relationship in which a person is controlled or manipulated by another who is affected with a pathological condition (as an addiction to alcohol or heroin); broadly : dependence on the needs of or control by another

I have realized(re-realized?) that I am codependent. Sounds like such a cliche'. Yet, it is true. The only one I should be depending on at all is God. That's all he wants. Why do I resist spending time with the one I know loves me and wants to spend time with me? If Jesus were here on Earth now, would I put Him off, stand Him up? He definitely deserves better.

Why is consistency so difficult?